but its the place i want to stay.
It sounds weird. but its like.... what ive heard, from other patients, they didnt like SCA. and right now.. i dont even know if i have the energy to change... i mean, i want to be able to say, Mando helped me get rid of anorexia.
i dont want another change. from irish mental hospital, peadiatrics hospital to Mando to SCA? No. cant i jsut stay at Mando now?
I dont want to be in HDV, what i want...
is to become a day patient here, and get my old day patient case manager. not the first one i had, the second one the guy.
I know it will work. and thats what i want.
Not sure if anyone is listening to me... or who to say this to. ive told my mum.... but im not sure if thats enough.
Im not so sure if Mando have jsut given up on me... if they're just waiting now for me to change... but when that will be? No idea.
it feels like ill jsut be in HDV until i change, if that happens. but mum says, that if nothing has happend with SCA, and im capable of becoming a day patient, then i will become one....
but i'll be in HDV for weeks and weeks. i know... i'll never get to come home, get more freedom.
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