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Sorry about my previous posts. They've been very depressive.
    This weekend, i havent felt so good. :/ You may have realised.

All i seem to be able to think
 about is my body and weight. these numbers swirling around in my head. I cant stop thinking about it.

But im determined to not fuck up and to not go back to inpatiants, that ive actually eaten what i should, not that im sure any of you actually care.
   In fact... i dont even know if anybody reads this blog? I mean... whats so interesting about it... but, sure,sure!! :)
  The only thing which i may have done wrong was that for my afternoon snack, i seriously didnt want what was on my meal plan... so i decided to make up my own.. Wonder if it was a good idea? But i didnt just take a fruit, i counted out how many calories i had to eat and then i put together, oatmeal with banana and milk and a hot chocolate... :)

This weekend i can say has been hard. But its gone well.

Yesterday was a pretty slow day. My mum was busy so she couldnt drive to a beach or anything but as the sun was shining i wasnt planning on being inside.
   So i jsut took my dog and went to the nearby park, lay down on a blanket and within minutes i was asleep!!! hahah

And then later, me and mum went to this midnight race. It started at 10pm and there was 21,000 runners. Who were going to run a 10km race.
   so me and mum were there adn watched.

The first runner ran the 10km in 31 minutes...kinda impressive? :)
   and it wasnt until 2 hours later me and mum left.

And that was my saturday.

Today, Sunday. ive just bee at home, my mum has droven to the airport o pick up my sister whos been on holidays now.. Kinda jealous. :)

Tomorrow its back to Mando. Usch. But aslong as things have gone well then i'll jsut be there from 10am till 1pm, which isnt bad. But i dont know about this weekend?
   I'll jsut have to see.