Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Friday, September 21, 2012

Long Friday!

A llooonng loonnggg Friday... Where do i begin??
  Maybe from the moment my eyes opened... and i realised that my alarm hadnt ringed..
  Haha, i was like a ninja this morning!! I usually give myself 70-80 minutes in the morning, as i like to have time to wake up, and then sit around checking instagram and my blog and all that, and have time to prepare and eat breakfast... and then its the whole what to wear? question. And then the applying make up... whcih should only take 5 minutes as i only use a little.. but somehow takes roughly 10-15 minutes... mainly because i stand infront of the mirror pulling weird faces.. and talking to myself? Ohh gosh! Please tell me im not the only one who does that??!! haha
 
So... all that i get done in the 80 minutes usually took me 20 minutes... NInja, right?! :)
  Of course, then the tram is 6 minutes late... perfect timing. :/
  In my school, they are very strict with the time.. if you are one minute late, and hte door is closed.. you're not allowed in and you're marked absent.. (i now know that if you are absent for a class, then a message is sent to your parents mobile telling them that you are absent.. Err.. Strict?? i hate it :/ )
  i ran from the train station to my school, up a whole load of stairs and made it just in time... hah!! Got my exercise in for the day?! XD

We had one class before it was lunch... guess what it was????... Lasagna!!Ok. not my favourite food, but it was actually good!! i went for the vegetarian lasagna... actually went for seconds it was soo good!!

Then we had to take a train out to the middle of nowhere... (like 50 minutes on the train XD) to basically the country (not quite) where there was alot of waiting, and then we got onto a bus and then after a while in the bus, we got to the landfill, where we had our like 1 hour tour, where the bus drove around...
  What to say? Exciting... nah, not quite!! haha
  I got the worst headache on the bus (hadnt drunk any water in the liek past few hours) so i felt like i would faint, but i did manage to listen and learnt a little bit ( i have an assignment/assessment about the landfill)
  The time was slowly ticking by... one minute felt like 10! haah

I came home around 6-ish... ready to fall into bed and sleep... but dinner was ready!!! mmmmmm
   It was Tacos!!yummm and my sister was here aswell!!
The tension in the house from yesterday, still hung in the air... all depending on how how i acted.... i mean i hadnt spoken to my mum in like 24 hours or so....
  i mean, i could easily have taken a plate of food and gone to my room or something like that.. but i decided, to just.... be nice!! Sounds like a good plan right? haha... im always nice though!!
   And you know what... my mum bought 4l cola zero to me (happpy bunny!!) i think that was her bribing or telling me shes sorry..`? It works!!!
  We all sat down and had a really nice dinner, talking abotu alot of different things... and things felt a little better.
 
Im just gonna keep calm, and be nice... (good rule to follow)... :)
  
I think im gonna go watch a movie with my family now... some quality time??!!
 
Have a good weekend everyone xx

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