I always forget until the last minute!! *Smart right?*
I was gonna go there 2 weeks ago, but i had to cancel because i had so much in school and couldnt miss any lessons. So it is tomorrow... *Blah*
Im not actually nervous about going there... of course i guess now im like... 'Uh-oh. I havent been eating so well the past few days. How much do i weigh? What should i say? Blah Blah Blah'
I dont care how much i weigh, but of course now im like... have i lost weight? have i gained weight?
But i dont think ive done either... I can usually tell? And in the 5 year follow up program im going, there is not so much pressure on weight. I mean, if ive suddenly lost or gone up 5kg or more... then there is cause to worry. But up or down a few kilo there is nothing to worry about.
There is gonna be alot of talking and filling in papers tomorrow, which i hate. And my throat is protesting... it hurts to just speak for five minutes or so.... but ill just explain that.
So yeah.... that is what ill be doing tomorrow. So i might not have time to blog (I do have scheduled posts though :) )
And i guess ill write how it went later :) haha
After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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Life without Anorexia
My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.
I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!
If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: [email protected]
Good luck tomorrow! I'm sure it will go well!
ReplyDeleteThank you!
DeleteGood luck love! :] I'm sure everything will be just dandy :]
ReplyDeleteThank you :) and I'm sure it will!!!
DeleteI'm sure you have nothing to worry about! If you have lost weight then you can just tell your case manager? And then eat more? Hah
ReplyDeleteGood luck anyway!