Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Friday, March 21, 2014

Friday!!

Today has been a good day!!!  Today it has been sunny and 10 degrees outside... And yesterday it was minus degrees, snowing and raining. And today the snow is gone!!!
  I really have no idea what to wear now a days ;)

I started my morning with a lovely oatmeal breakfast
^^Its more like nuts and seeds with oatmeal, rathar than oatmeal with nuts and seeds ;) haha
Toppings are best!

During my first lesson today i pretty much sat there wondering why i was even there.
A group was holding a presentation which was far from interesting, so i just sort of zoned out.
I came up with loads of blog post ideas - and all i wanted to do was to begin writing out my ideas, my thoughts, my advice and help... But by now, all the ideas are gone and so is the motivation :/
Also, i felt this inner stress as i have alot of work to do at the moment. And it just felt like wasted time. Sitting there, listening to som presentation which i didnt even need to know about. But instead i could have been working on my school work. Hahah, Ended up getting really frustrated, and this inner stress of not doing anything important began building up.

The next two lessons passed by and then it was lunch time - and today it was tacos. 
Though they have spiced it with chilli or something, so my mouth was burning...(Why must i be so sensitive to spicy food? The slightest bit of spice and i cant eat the food :/)

And then i had a long break and was planning to be super productive, but one of my assignments took such a long time that i didnt even get it finished.... 

And then my last lesson, before my school day was over.
And i headed to the gym where i got a short workout in... about 40 minutes of actual work, and then i spent a long while doing headstands - trying to not use the wall. Backbends/wheel, and stretching to do the splits!!!





Came home and ate a delicious snack:
Quark, cottage cheese, funlight, salted cashews, nuts and seeds, raisins and carrots!!! (Which are my favourite, but havent eaten them in a week! O_O)


This evening it will be study. study. study...
^^ This feels pretty accurate at the moment... apart from the love life -_-'

How are you spending your day/evening? :) 0

4 comments:

  1. are you able to do the splits?

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    1. Almost now... but i could do it when i was younger ;)

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  2. Maybe a stupid question, but what is funlight :)

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    1. Dont worry, its not a stupid question. Funlight is like a juice that you mix with water... but i mix it with quark, as it gives the quark a flavour and gives it another consistency!

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