Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: [email protected]

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Friday, March 28, 2014

Its Friday!!!

Today was a bad day turned good! I woke up this morning and just wanst ready for the day. Yesterday evening i just kept thinking, im not going to school tomorrow. Im not going to school tomorrow. But the rational part inside of me, knew that i had to.
  So this morning i wasnt ready for the day... there was barely anything in the house, so all i ate was oatmeal with cottage cheese and milk.. and carrots! haha
   This morning all i felt was fat and horrible. Hated what i saw in the mirror....  But i tried to disengage myself from those thoughts. Because they arent going to help me or make me feel better if i let those thoughts control me.
 
The day however got a lot better during the course of the day! The sun was shining and it was such good weather - Its hard to not feel happy then!

   And for lunch i ate a Mega huge lunch! It was falafels which is one of my favourite foods - at the moment. So it was just to pile the plate with falafels and sallad ;) haha

For our last lesson we got to sit outside in the sun, and as my group finished wtih the work we got to go 30 minutes earlier than usual ;) Definitely not complaining. And was a good way to end the school week ;)

When i got home i had my free time, where i ate a small snack (still full from lunch) and watched a series before i changed into comfy clothes, moved into the kitchen and sat there for 90 minutes with my maths spread out around me - which is standard at the moment! I still dont feel smarter though... :/
  



What are you doing this Friday evening? :)



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