And in all honesty - I dont know.
I dont have a weighing scale, and i dont care about the number, i know i still have some kilos to go up. And i had lost roughly 0,5kg.. when i went to Mando.
But i dont care so much.
And if im going to be honest going up in weight is hard. And it feels like im... comfortable in my body size (or you know.. most days) so i dont see why i have to go up... but i do. I mean.. no body wants to go up in weight.
But im trying .But im not putting it as a priority... which i know... is wrong.
I should be focusing on it. I mean, sometimes i think its a good thing.. cus then i can be like... well yeah... i am going to eat more sweets, or take another portion dinner... but otherwise.. im just living my life.
I eat what i want. I do whatever i want.
Ok... i should focus on my weight gain... but its hard. It feels like i dont want to.. even though im trying. And my case manager knows that, she knows that nobody wants to go up in weight.
Thats what i like about my case manager!!! hahah.
But yeah.... i dont care so much... but i should.
^^Now^
^Roughly 2-3 weeks a go^^
^^Maybe a month ago^
Not so much difference?
But i suppose the fact thatmy 36 shorts are hanging off me now.?? :O
Your legs look skinnier? but maybe Its cus your in tights?
ReplyDeletebut i think you should think more about going up those last kilos ? cus then you won't have to go to Mando. you're always saying that you hate going there???