Hi, Did you ever feel "guilty" after you ate? When you were "ill"? I suffer from Anorexia and feel "guilty" to eat with other people. But its easier to eat alone and then I can eat what I want,and I eat better and more alone,did you do that to? I think you are so amazing and its "helps" me to know that anyone can get better...:)
Hi!! :)
Yeah, when i was sick... i always felt guilty after i ate, and i hated to eat with other people, it felt like everyone would stare at me, and think i was so fat... thats how everything started because it felt better not to eat, because i thought everyone was staring at me.
No, when i was alone, i would never eat. Or maybe id eat like one or two cornflakes or a raisin, but id get such overwhelming guilt feelings that id end up punishing myself, or trying to puke.
Thank, it feels good to know that im an inspiration.... somehow, i dont feel like an insperation.. but.. :)
After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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Hej. Det är sådär. Har bara varit här två dagar än så länge, och de har gått bra. Men det är fortfarande ganska jobbigt.. Det känns som om jag inte behöver vara här.. Jag är ju inte sjuk?
ReplyDeleteDet börjar med Frukost + förmiddags mackan, sen ''lektion'' där vi pratar om olika saker, och sen lunch, avslappning, sen en till ''lektion'', mellis, fri tid.. ( jag får göra lite vad jag vill ), middag och sen är dagen slut kan man säga..
På kvällen får jag göra vad jag vill. Och sen nästa dag ser ungefär samma ut.
Hur är det med dig? Hoppas allt är bra.
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