Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Monday, October 29, 2012

*Bitch Hug*

Good evening and good night everyone! (Guess i should say 'good morning' to some aswell? :))
  
What have i done today......?
  Yes, that is the question!! Today feels like forever... this day has been so long!!! But really, i havent done so much?!
  
Let me see... Well. I got up. Got ready etc etc. Then i went for a PW/run... and then..... well since then ive had 2 showers. Watched a film. 3 series episodes (Yes... ok. Im on the computer alot!!) Studied history... *sort of... Kind of.... Does opening the book count?*
  And then.... not so much really. Ive opened the fridge countless number of times.... walked around in the house. Bored.

And then at 4pm i decided...
  Enough was enough. 
I needed to leave the house. D had already rang several times today, but i had let the phone ring... feelin very unsocial. Not in the mood to meet people.
   But i needed to leave the house before i went crazy.

So we decided to go to the cinema!! To see Bitchkram (Translate: Bitch hug). Ive actually seen the film before.... UIts a long story! But i really liked the film so i wanted to see it again.
  The reason why i like it is because i can realte to the characters... i can like 'live myself into the film'.
  So for all my swedish readers, I reccommend the film!! and i for you my universal readers... well, i guess youll just have to wait and see if you can watch it with subtitles :) haha!! LOL
 
Anyway... on my way to the cinema, i was going to get the tram... and i had decided to actually leave in time!! To be there early. (im a time-optimist!) And guess what happens...?
   There was some accident with the tram... i.e, i think someone got run over -_- It happened right at the stop i was standing at.
   It was dark and pissing down with rain, and each minute that passed i got more annoyed and more cold... ugh.
  Im not so sure what happened though.... but there was complete stop in the traffic. So i had to call my mum to give me a lift to the cinema!! (Thankfully she did!!)
  Of course i had decided to be early... but because i stood *40 minutes* in the rain and cold, i was almost late anyway :/
  
But we got there right in time!! hehe

After the cinema i headed back to D's place where we sat and talked for a while!!
 
It was good to leave the house... get out and actually meet someone!!! Im someone who prefers to just be left alone. Sit in my room all day. But thats not good for me.... So sometimes i need to push myself to leave the house!! haha :)
 
Anyway... i think its time for bed now... ive got Mando tomorrow.. *Blah!* Nah, im not that nervous. Just hate going there anyway!

Heres a picture of me.... 'Cus you know... its my blog!!*



 
^^Dont worry, i already know im Ego!!! :) ^^

1 comment:

  1. When you go for power walks / runs how long do you go? How often do you exercise?

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