Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Thursday, October 25, 2012

Blaahhh

I kinda feel like dying... or im dying from the inside...
  No. I dont have anxiety. No im not upset. No im not depressed....

I have cramps... and im being teared apart from the inside....
  I think im either about to puke or faint...
I cant stand this... Ugghhh!! Sure, having your period is great... means your healthy... and not pregnant.. But Seriously...... Seriously??? This pain is making me want to have an unhealthy weight so that i can just skip the period cramps...
   Oh gosh... this isnt funny.

I literally feel like dying. :'(



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3 comments:

  1. The (Brit)-Italian Girlfriend.October 25, 2012 at 9:27 PM

    I know what you mean, mine's very painful too.
    I usually take 2 tablets of Ibuprofen and it helps, but I guess there are other painkillers you can take...
    Cheer up xxx

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  2. MargaretOctober 25, 2012 at 9:54 PM

    today i got my period and i was dying. literally. Fortunately i took 2 ibuproms and i feel better.

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  3. Camille (:October 26, 2012 at 12:37 AM

    I absolutely hate period cramps.. WITH A PASSION. I know exactly what you are going through, only mines different because I skip random months, and I don't have a normal cycle. But when I do get my period, then it's hell on earth!

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