Things like summer, my whole family (here in sweden) are travelling to Ireland for the summer, but im just not feeling it.... i dont really feel like travelling back, and i cant quite explain why. So im stuck, between whether i should go or not. Because i mean, i do miss my dad and my best friend, but nothing else really.
Recently, my mood has been going up and down all the time - though i guess that could be due to stress. And also my thoughts about my body. One moment i feel happy with the way i look, the next i want to just lie on my bed and cry.
Things about whether i should work in the summer, though the fact is, i havent even created a CV yet and i have no idea what i would write on my CV. I mean, i havent done much with my life... theres not so many achievements i could write. :/
And also thoughts about the future.... it feels like time is just flying by. And im growing up. Soon i will have huge decisions to make about my life, like which path i choose to go. What i want to work with etc.
Time is flying by, and there are decisions to make. But i hate making decisions. That is something i am really bad at.
Im the one who iwll leave these types of decisions to the last moment, and then finally because i have to, make a choice and half of the time i wish i had chosen the other option. Yes, im pointless.
Like seriously, never ask me to make a decision. Im usually ok with anything, and if i dont like one of hte options i will say so. Just dont make me the decider of things.
Haha, thats like when me and D have to make a decision - just like what we are going to do in the weekend, and that can lead to a whole lot of indecisiveness!! -_-
Now im thinking about taking a walk with my dog. And i might head to the gym later, though not so sure. I'll see how i feel.
I hope you all have a good day ;)
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