Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: [email protected]

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Thursday, May 23, 2013

Hospital

I really hate being back here... back at the CF clinic. Its the same area where Mando is ( just in another building). So many memories.  Just seeing the Mando logo makes the angry bubble inside rise. But at the same time, it makes me happy about how far ive come. Makes me realise how strong I am. I could still be the sick girl, practically living at Mando. But no, I fought for health. I didnt want to be sick anymore. Ans knowing how far ive come makes me never want to go back. Hospital is the worst thing I know. I hate. Hate. Hate it. And you know what, if having to be in the hospital isnt motivation enough to fight for health - then I dont know what is. Though I guess if you havent been in hospital before or in an ED clinic, you wouldnt really know. But takw it from me - first source. It sucks!!
   Right now im sitting in the waiting room - waiting to speak with the doctor. Of course its the doctor I dont really like. Hahha (no im just mean. I dont like any doctors)  but serisouly, I feel like running away!! Usch. :/

Bought a bar to eat while waiting for the train!! *toffee flavour!! It was soo good!

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