Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, May 28, 2013

Oh what a day!

What a day....!!

My morning was a hectic one. My two classes flew by, and got to know my grade for those classes... (Grade talks is not fun. There is a new grading system here in Sweden, and its extremly hard to get an A. Its like we're being down graded. And if im honest, its bringing me down... I am not achievenig the grades i want :/  And even though i might not show it, it is affecting me. Though it feels like i am so tired, mentally tired. Its almost like ive given up, and feel so stressed to get these last tests and assignments done. :/)

After my two lessons, i had to head home again because i needed to get a white shirt (for House photo later - In my school there are Houses (like in Harry Potter!)) I ate lunch at home before i had to head back to school for the rest of my classes.

During my swedish test, we had a fire drill.... and the nearest exit was to jump out the window (we were on ground level.. So dont worry ;) ) You might be thinking, Great that it was in the middle of the test. But no, no it wasnt. Because it was an analysis and alot of thinking and alot of writing, i wanted to finish what i was doing, so i didnt lose my trail of thought. So i didnt think it was a good thing. :/
   
After that we had our House photos - everyone in our House (Pavlov, is the name of our House!) wore white shirts & our Pavlov ties!! We all looked so formel! I was in the very middle at the back .... Eeeek. Hope i look good!! ;)
   So will be exciting to see when the photos are hung up in the corridor :)

And now im home again. Feeling extremly weird. I cant quite put a word to how im feeling.. :/ I jsut sort of feel like screaming.... And running? :/


^^Jumping out of the window ;) 

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