Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Sunday, June 23, 2013

hospital

Hello :)

Tomorrow (Monday) & Tuesday, i will be spending my days in the hospital. As i have this yearly CF control - where they do about a hundred different tests. To make sure that i am in good shape... and if not, it can result in a few weeks hospitalization, which i want to avoid at all costs.
   Safe to say that im worried about the next few days. I want everything to go well. I am propping myself with extra pills - just to make sure!! :)
 
I am feeling extremely tired and not at all looking forward to the next few days, i mean i will be at hospital from 8-4pm, doing a bunch of different tests. There will be X-rays and bloood tests and i even have to meet a psycologist & dietician... ugghhh.
  I just want to spend my days in bed. I dont want to speak to any doctors... i hate hospitals... more than anything. And i dont want to go there... i almost feel like someone is going ot have to pull me there by my hair... :/
 
So basically, that will be my day tomorrow. But i am going to try to write some scheduled posts, so there will be something to read tomorrow... as my mobile is broken!! -_-


9 comments:

  1. AnonymousJune 23, 2013 at 5:52 PM

    hope it goes okay!!

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  2. Emily MayJune 23, 2013 at 9:07 PM

    Everything will be fine :D You've done amazing in your recovery etc :) Don't worry about it xx

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    1. IzzyJune 23, 2013 at 9:16 PM

      This is for my other illness: Cystic Fibrosis (nothing got to do with my ED).
      So im hoping everything goes well :)

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  3. AnonymousJune 23, 2013 at 10:59 PM

    I hope everything goes well for you lovely! I'm sending good thoughts your way :)

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  4. CJ (:June 24, 2013 at 4:02 AM

    I'm sure everything will go amazing! Good luck. Xxx

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  5. FedericaJune 24, 2013 at 8:07 AM

    I undestand, it's hard, stay stong, you can see that people are sending you "good vibes". The strenght you give to us now is coming back to you
    :)

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