It has been a very long time since i last mentioned the word/place Mando.... (My first reaction to the word;: BLAHHHHH!) haha.
Im not so enthusiastic about going there today, but hey, i can atleast feel good that im just going for a check up, and dont have to spend all day there ;) Yup. Find the positive in things!
Today i am just going for a check up at Mando - going to eat lunch there and talk to my case manager. I also have to say what i ate yesterday (a food diary(day) type thing.) though the fact is, my eating was far from how i normally eat... the fact that i ate dinner at 10pm and had lunch at 12 and only a little yoghurt in between! heh heh
Otherwise im not so worried. I mean i know my weight is ok... or im guessing it is anyway? I have absaloutly no idea about my weight, but i can usually tell when ive lost weight - cus thats when all the sick thoughts kick in again and i feel really tired etc!
After Mando my mum wants to spend time with me, so not so sure what we're gonna do... she wants to take me shopping. But i am really not a fan of shopping... but you never know, i might actually find sometihng? :)
So that is my day!!
And of course, if any of you who read my blog are at Mando, dont be scared to come and say hi!! I may look mean/like a bitch, but i swear im not :)
After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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