Life without Anorexia

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'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Friday, August 9, 2013

Exhausted

Its 8pm here in Sweden and i am completely exhausted. Ready to lie on my bed and not get up for the next 48 hours!!
But nope... tomorrow is yet again, busy.
But at least for today, i can finally put my feet up and relax.

After lunch i was busy cleaning the house & my room.
Then i coloured my hair again (as it had grown out) and did the essentials of getting ready for a party/event!
After that i followed with my mum and P to the market where we bought roses for the lounge (where everyone will be after the wedding ceremony)
We then drove to the lounge and had to carry loads (drinks, glasses, food etc) up for 2 flights of stairs.... I had volunteered to help... but suddenly i was regretting that choice!! haah
After that, we had to unpack the stuff and place them out and rearrange things and move things, and just a whole load of things to do!!

(Below are some pcictures from the lounge)









But after a while, my energy was at absaloute zero. I hadnt eaten in several hours, and it felt like i had to mentally force myself to take another step. To actually still stand on my own two feet. But it felt like i would faint from exhaustion and tiredness. (So much for strong muscles? :/)
And finally, after what felt like forever we were on our way home again.

When we got home, my hunger which had been ravenous, had suddenly gone (thats what happens when you get so hungry, that you dont feel hungry?)
My mum was gonna make quorn sausages which i dont like and was too tired to cook, so it was breakfast food for dinner :)

 Quark & yoghurt & PB & nuts & frozen raspberries & 3 crisp bread with spread &caviar & 2 eggs & 1 egg white!

I am now at bursting point... and forced myself to eat the last bites... i knew i needed the energy and my food intake has been very little today.




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