Life without Anorexia

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My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

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Sunday, March 27, 2011

Ghost wandering

After lunch on my own, bolognaise ravioli i set out for town to meet my mum an sister. :)
   my sister went home but me and mum had a look in the shops, seeing what there is there, so when we get a chance, maybe next weekend to go shopping?? :) hihi!

After a coffee we came home again.
   but we stopped in the shop... where my mum was oging to buy Saturday sweets. I thought, what the hell, i'll have some.
   i took a few pieces, maybe 10? and when it was weighed up, it was 85gram... but i didnt feel like adding any more.
 
When i got home, i sat down with Glamour magazine, and tried to eat the sweets.... horrible horrible. altogether i got about 5 pieces into me, and already my stomach was sore, my head was thumping... i couldnt manage anymore.
   so i just put the bag of sweet away. my mum was proud (i think) for what i had managed to eat. its a start anyway, or?

In town, i had seen a poster for ghost wandering. i've never been before, but always wanted too.
   So i thought, why not? its Earth hour tonight anyway.

So me and my sister headed into Gamla Stan....
   altogether hte wandering/tour was good.. was kinda scary at first cus there like "ghosts" kept jumping out from behind walls and scaring us, but after an hour of that, it got kind of tiring and i stopped screaming.... but there was still 20 minutes left... which wasnt so much fun as i couldnt feel my toes, fingers, thighs and my cheeks were burnign from the cold wind.

But it was an experience!!
   Really, im not to sure if i was allwoed to go, this weekend i dont think i was allowed to do so much, im supposed to follow my meal plan and take it easy, as we've gotten rid of the scandishake, so we're supposed to see how it goes.
   im kinda worried, he meal plan hasnt gone 100%, and ive done more walking then i should.... so im sure it will result in minus... (hehe).. but i'll blame it on... too low meal plan? (but i seriously dont want to add anymore food...)
  
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