Lazy day.

Today was spent doing pretty much nothing.
Jist lazying about the house. no fun at all.

I baked some raisin cookies dipped in chocolate aswell. Apparently they were good. Didn't bother trying.

This morning I had a bit of a cleaning spree. Just cleaning the house, but after an hours work, the house was still messy - kinda pointless.
By 4pm I was tired. Tired. Tired.
Realized I hadn't like sat all day, but even though my legs were going to give in, I still wounding let myself sit. :(

I'm worried about tomorrow, if I'm weighed. I can feel it in my body, my thoughts, I think I've lost weight and yes... That's what I want most, but I'm trying my best, cus I've realized how much I don't want anorexia.
I want to become healthy.... Eat sweets. Pizza. Cheese toasties & hot chocolate for breakfast, take second helpings if I'm hungry and dessert. Not worry about calories or weight.
I seriously just want to get rid of anorexia.

Had this stupid argument with my mum, I cant even remember what it was, food anyway.

There's been so many arguemtntd lately that I don't want to be home anymore, I'd do anything to get out of the house.
But going back to Mando tomorrow, won't be a relief.

Finished watching despicable me today. Cute... But I don't know!! :)

Hoping everyone had a good weekend!!