Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
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Wednesday, April 11, 2012

Fear foods

Hmm... well all food was fear food, really... i was just scared to eat. Anything more then a 90kcal cereal bar and an apple a day was too much.


But i suppose here is a bit of what was on my fear food list 



  • milk ( i only drank pretended to drink soya milk)
  • any cereal apart from cornflakes
  • banana
  • yoghurt
  • bread
  • butter
  • cheese
  • any sandwich toppings
  • pasta
  • potatoes
  • bacon
  • fried food
  • ready made oats
  • jam
  • rice pudding
  • nuts, raisins, seeds
  • battered food
  • mcdonalds
  • milkshakes
  • burgers/pizza/fries etc etc
  • chocolate/crisps/pasteries/sweets etc etc
  • meat - apart from fish/chicken/turkey
  • soup/stew - apart from the soups which had a GDA, and low calorie content
  • juice
  • sauces - never ate sauces though
  • oil/cream/butter
  • ice cream

Things like that... i think i named pretty much all the foods?! haha

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