Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Saturday night

Up, down & lots of food.. :)


Got home after town and just about had time to change clothes before we had to leave again.
   We met the rest of the people... (there was something like 18-20 people.. didnt count them all) at an Italian restaurant...
  I had been planning on ordering a salad or something, but seeing the menu, there was only between pasta and pizza.... Hmmm, definitely not a favourite choice.
   But without panic, or hesitation or anxiety, i ordered a sea food pasta... It tasted really good, i didnt actually manage to eat it all, as it was a big plate. But it was really nice.
 
Then after a long time, a cake was brought out. We all sung for my sister, and she got her presents (her birthday is actually tomorrow.. 18!!!)
   It was a fruit/cream cake... Ohhh gosh... the junk food is just piling up... (and tomorrow its two more cakes.. I hate birthdays -_-)


We sat at the restaurant for 3 hours, and by the end of it my legs had gone numb and i was tired. So me and my brother made a little potion drink...  I.e, water with salt & pepper & cheese & jam & beer...  and offered it to the rest ... haha... no one drank :)

Finally home sweet home :)... i do admit, the anxiety is starting to creep in... but its just to go to sleep, and wake up tomorrow.... ??!

good night

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