Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: [email protected]

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Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Weird cravings.

I havent felt particularly hungry today, ive just felt sick. And havent exactly wanted to eat.
   And its been hard to know what to eat, as i havent craved anything.

But tonight after, i was craving either greek yoghurt or oranges... of course we didnt have either. But i wanted something wet/liquid.
  I can have a problem with dry food. Things like bread, oats, cereal, potatoes, some fish when it is baked, even chicken when its baked... if it looks dry, or even just the though of some food (potatoe) can make me feel sick... Its weird. I've had it for a while (several months) now.... i prefer liquid/wet food. I.e yoghurt. Oatmeal (not jsut dry oats), fruit, vegetables, salmon and chicken... if its cooked right. && Of course other food, but that was all i could think of for now!

Ok, off topic. But anyway, tonights night snack was really wweird... it was a huge glass of soymilk (Hate the taste of normal milk. Not even at Mando, or any of the hospitals ive been in did i drink milk (unless with cereal). Im not lactose intolerant, i just hate the taste of milk. And think soy milk tastes better, even in coffee and tea) mixed with protein powder and a banana (Chopped, into the milk & PP.)! Tasted so good :) A little milkshake... though i didnt actually mash the banana!!
 
Why, im updating... i dont know. Im just bored and waiting for the time to tick by... and waititng to actually feel tired...

^^I have no better pictures to post... -_-

5 comments:

  1. angelicaJanuary 29, 2013 at 11:14 PM

    Oj. jag åt nästan samma. jag drack ett glas mjölk med proteinpulver i och en banan bredvid, haha?

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    1. IzzyJanuary 30, 2013 at 7:23 AM

      Kontigt!!Men det är en bra mellis, ocj bra sätt att få in sih protein!! :)

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  2. CJ (:January 30, 2013 at 6:17 AM

    The first picture of your dog is soo cute!! ^_^ Ahh, I wish I had a dog like her!!
    Also, I have another question or two for you.
    The first question I have, is do you mind getting questions from people about your ED? Do you mind all the questions?
    My second question, kinda violating the first... You kept a blog when you were sick, right? Did your family know about it? If they did, did they ever read it?

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    1. IzzyJanuary 30, 2013 at 7:25 AM

      Haha!! She looks cute on picture.... but really! Shes a lot to handle :)
      And I jave no problrm answering those types of questions :)
      And second, errr I dont think they did know. It wss more when my blog became more read, then of couree I mentioned it. But didnt gove out the link. :)

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  3. AnonymousJanuary 30, 2013 at 5:19 PM

    You should take a look at this : www.blog.valzelyaeva.com.
    every morning, this incredible covergirl shares a new high vitamins smoothie recipe.
    Eating for beauty is her mantra

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