Yesterday as I already mentioned I went to Mando. Being back there brought back alot of memories and I ended up feelinf really sad... so when I got home all I did was eat and watch series ;) didnt really feel like wriiting about my day.
It went really well at Mando. I filled in all the papers and everything looked good ;) and my weight was where it should be ;) so nothing to worry about. Wont be going back for another 3 months. - feels so good. I hate the place. I seriously hate Mando. If I would ever consider not eating all I woild have to do is think about Mando and what a hell it is and thrn I would think twice about my decisions!!
I also talked to one of the patients there... welll... as I thought. I didnt know what to say.... blah. Usch. Sucha failure. I should just stick to writing!!
So that was yesterday.... haha.
Usch. For all of you struggling - just think abiut what a hell hospital and eating disorder clinics/psychiatric units are....
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