Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Got the inspiration & list from: http://xjustanotherteenblogger.wordpress.com/

Reading:
   At the moment im reading 2 books. One swedish, which is for school. Låt den rätte komma in (Let the right one in). Ive seen both the english and swedish film. The english film sucked, but the swedish one was ok.
   The book though...is very detailed and quite disturbing. It is not one of those books you want to read before going to bed... im actually falling behind with the reading... im roughly 100 pages behind everyone... -_- But im not the only one.
   I find the book disturbing.. so i wouldn't really reccommend it.
And then im reading Just Breathe by Sarah Dessan... Yes, im still reading it... Or reading and reading. More like... looking at the cover, and telling myself that im actually going to finish the book.
  The book is really good... its not that its boring or that i dont want to read it... i just dont have time. Im busy with my studies, school, friends gym and then when i do have spare time i have to read the swedish book. So my english book, the one i actually want to read, is just lying on the floor getting covered in dust... -_-
  But i will pick it up again and finish it!!! :)

Watching: Alot of different series... i.e Revenge, Awkward (or seen all the episodes, but watching again :) ), 2 broke girls (Cheesy... i know!!! But its just something i have on in the back ground!) And i am desperatly waiting for Vampire Diaries to come back on again.. I.e TODAY!!! Ahhh im excited!!
   I watch alot of different series... but a few have stopped now for a while.. sucks. But i dont think id have time to watch them anyway...

Working on: A whole bunch of essays. These last 2-3 weeks are crazy. They are stressful and packed with work. Essays to be writen .Work to be handed in. Things to read, things to learn... stress stress stress!!
  haha
Otherwise im working on toning up and working on my Abs :) hehe. Lately ive been feeling a bit puffy and blahhh... ive just felt bloated. haha

Thinking about:  Autumn Break in 3 weeks time!!! I just have to get through these next few weeks.
  And about school... how i hate it. But ive had enough of complaining... im jsut gonna deal with it. Just smile... whats the point in being negative... complaining about how much i hate school.. its lke,  big deal.. MOVE ON!hahha.
  Im just gonna try to look on the bright side of things :)

Listening to: Snow Patrol, Coldplay, Skrillex.

Eating: Ive been eating alot of salad and avocado and brocolli!!! Alot of green food. & ALOT of chocolate... in different forms... im starting to feel bloated and a tad big horrible... im thinking about cutting down on my chocoalte intake.. i dont think its healthy for me. :/

Anticipating: Not so much really.... or, im waiting for basketball training to start!! But thats not until after my autumn break :)

Wishing:  That i didnt have to go to school... or got more sleep? Or had more friends!! haha XD And that i didnt have so much work to do!
:)
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1 comment:

  1. I actually wanted to ask you about your being fluent in both Swedish and English, because it's a subject I am very interested in :)
    I understand from what you write that you were born in Ireland and lived your childhood over there, right? So I assume you learnt Swedish from your mum and your relatives during your summer holidays, do I guess right?
    My question is: was is difficult-confusing for you as a child to pick up both languages? And how did your mum manage to teach you Swedish so well, despite living in Ireland?

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