Ok, ive realised that in my blog... i make myself out to be some sort of anti-social - hide away in my room. Stand quietly - type of person... I amnt. Or npt once you get to knwo me!! And everyone is starting to realise that... and are almost shocked at how i actually am!! haha XD
They thought i was this quiet, shy girl... Think twice! haha. But since the start of term (January) its like ive been a different person.. its like i've come out of my shell. Im not as quiet or shy anymore. I have my friends, and of course... i dont feel as sad or as depressed anymore. Which of course has a huge effect on my mood :)
When i am at school, i am this whole different person!! Ive always called myself anti-social, and said that I dont need people. But ive come to realise, that that isnt true. That i actually do need people, that i would become depressed if i didnt meet people. You feel so much happier!!!
School work in general isnt fun... and i may look calm... but im stressing!! haha. But i have learnt to cope with my stress, and actually... im dont feel stressed. Which is helping with alot of things!! My sleep, my mood, my apetite!!! Im learning to cope with my stress in a much better way :)
After school i had planned to meet with my sister - who i havent seen for ages! Or more... havetn spent time with her. I mean ive met her/seen her now and again. But not actually spoken.
So it was nice!!
We first went to 2 different cafes, but both were super busy so instead we went to this really cosy cafe which we both knew... though its expensive, so stings a bit in the wallet!! (haha)
I had a coffee and this chocolate snickers cake? Which, in my opinion i didnt get a big enough slice :) haha... i.e it was like a 4cmX4cm...? -_-
We sat and talked for an hour or so, before we both headed to the tube and then said our good byes!!
Just came home, and im feeling great! Filled with positive energy! And ready for the weekend!!!
Anyone have any plans for the weekend? :)
&6Remember, People make you feel better!! Friends/Family are your EDs worst enemy... your ED doesnt want you to meet friends, but really... it helps. You can forget your troubles, jsut be happy?!!!


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