Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Friday, February 1, 2013

My great Friday!!

Friday.... the day i usuall despise the most, because of my long day in school, and generally hate my lessons on Friday... but actually, the day has passed quickly! And i have been extremly social.
  Ok, ive realised that in my blog... i make myself out to be some sort of anti-social - hide away in my room. Stand quietly - type of person... I amnt. Or npt once you get to knwo me!! And everyone is starting to realise that... and are almost shocked at how i actually am!! haha XD
  They thought i was this quiet, shy girl... Think twice! haha. But since the start of term (January) its like ive been a different person.. its like i've come out of my shell. Im not as quiet or shy anymore. I have my friends, and of course... i dont feel as sad or as depressed anymore. Which of course has a huge effect on my mood :)
   
When i am at school, i am this whole different person!! Ive always called myself anti-social, and said that I dont need people. But ive come to realise, that that isnt true. That i actually do need people, that i would become depressed if i didnt meet people. You feel so much happier!!! 
   
School work in general isnt fun... and i may look calm... but im stressing!! haha. But i have learnt to cope with my stress, and actually... im  dont feel stressed. Which is helping with alot of things!! My sleep, my mood, my apetite!!! Im learning to cope with my stress in a much better way :)



After school i had planned to meet with my sister - who i havent seen for ages! Or more... havetn spent time with her. I mean ive met her/seen her now and again. But not actually spoken.
   So it was nice!! 
We first went to 2 different cafes, but both were super busy so instead we went to this really cosy cafe which we both knew... though its expensive, so stings a bit in the wallet!! (haha)
  I had a coffee and this chocolate snickers cake? Which, in my opinion i didnt get a big enough slice :) haha... i.e it was like a 4cmX4cm...? -_-
  We sat and talked for an hour or so, before we both headed to the tube and then said our good byes!!
Just came home, and im feeling great! Filled with positive energy! And ready for the weekend!!!

Anyone have any plans for the weekend? :)
  &6Remember, People make you feel better!! Friends/Family are your EDs worst enemy... your ED doesnt want you to meet friends, but really... it helps. You can forget your troubles, jsut be happy?!!! 

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