Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Tuesday evening

After a really yummy dinner (vegetable wok with quorn pieces & noodles - One of my favourite dishes at the moment, as its so easy to make & really tasty) I got into my pyjamas and lay on my bed, scrolling through Tumblr, drinking tea and listening to podcasts! 
   I usually always have some type of film, or series or something on when im in my room... not because i cant be in silence, or on my own (in fact i like being on my own) its more of a habit/comfort.... 
   But today was the first time i listened to a podcast... and i have to say, i really liked it. To just have your head on your pillow, and not have to stare at a screen (ok fine...i was staring at a  screen: My mobile... but i did spend part of the pod cast just thinking & llistening) and to have some comforting noise around me..
  
My mum works during the evenings and P usually isnt home until later 7/8pm (though some days he's home earlier). And i like coming home to an empty house, as ive been in school all day and it can be nice to just have some alone time & silence....
    but sometimes it can be too quiet.... so thats when its good to have a series/film playing in the background... even if im not watching the series (as i have the same concetration as a fly when it comes to actually watching a film or series.)



I am going to continue relaxing and resting for the rest of my Tuesday, and i hope you have all had or have a great day!!
Space Bound | via Tumblrawkward

2 comments:

  1. If that is your bed, that's so pretty!! ^_^

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    1. Nope, wish it was though... ;) hah

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