Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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What day is it?

Why does it always feel like, during the breaks i forget what day and date it is? Ive spent my whole day thinking it was Wednesday, and only now realised its Tuesday. -_-
  Though that might be because in my dream last night, i dreamt that it was Wednesday, and i was sitting on a bus on the way to the airport, and then i realised that i hadn't packed my stuff. All that i had with me was my mobile phone, and my 'handbag' which was empty. And then i realise that its the wrong day, and that ive been sitting on the bus for several hours and im not even supposed to be on the bus.
   
Its very typical for me to be forgetful about things. And i always leave things to the last minute. Like packing. I know that im not going to pack until tomorrow night.

Today i  had planned to call a/some friend(s) and see if they wanted to meet up but they were either working or had plans, so that sucked ;/
But then when i read my horoscope (im not superstitious, i just find them fun to read), it basically said that, At the moment my social life is on the downlow, but that it is a good thing as i should relax and it will result in more social activity later.
  
So, im planning on trusting my horoscope for once (haha XD) and hoping that this 'break' from my friends/social life, will result in more of a social life later...? Or something!

So... instead. What have i done? Gone food shopping. Taken Daisy for several short walks. Baked (Home made bread, home made granola (SUPER TASTY!!) and rosted nuts/seeds!) and ive eaten loads! 
  Today has been a day of continuous snacking (Hey there boredom!) And i havent had any set meal times... its just been snacks, sort of?
  While i was preparing dinner, i couldnt wait for my actual dinner, so instead i end up eating almonds & raisins & egg sandwiches, and then by the time dinner was ready, i wasnt hungry. So i thought i would eat my dinner later... but instead i jsut ate yoghurt & homemade granola & home made bread.
  Heh heh.... thats how it goes sometimes, i guess. ?

^¨ I kinda felt like that today! hahah

I am now feeling uncomfortably full, and thinking its time for bed... as it hurts to move? (Thats not normal.)

2 comments:

  1. I love the last picture. It is so cute!
    I hope everything goes well for you. Xx

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    1. Hahah, yeah it seemed pretty relevant!

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