Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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School life

Good evening everyone :)

Sorry for the lack of blogging today, but i have been busy for the past 12 hours (i.e from 6am this morning to now... 6.30pm)
  Usually on Mondays i begin school late, but today as i had my maths test i began at 8am... which sucked.
How did my maths test do? I wonder that as well ;) HAHA.
   I think it went ok though.... its hard to know. I did my best anyway, and im proud of that!
I must admit, some of my stress if already gone!!

After my test i went to the gym, to get rid of my worries over the test (Im one of those who thinks about the test loads afterwards... wanting to know how i did. Wondering if i did anything wrong etc... so working out afterwards, helps with the thoughts/stress of after a test!).
  Came home, feeling comfortably tired. Ate a huge lunch, fixed a few thigns before it was back to school for lessons.
   I had planned to stay in school and work on my assignments, but my lessons ended at 3.50pm and the computer rooms closed at 4pm, so it was just to head home. Hoping that i would actually get work done.


    And infact i have.....
 The moment i got home, i made a quick snack and then put my phone away, opened up my school documents and began writing. And that is what i have done for the past 90 minutes... and ive been really productive!!


    Tomorrow i have planned to stay in school and study with a few friends, so my stress over not getting my assignments done in time is gradually fading!!! And i know that i can begin to think of other thigns...
  and i have actually begun to think about my birthday - in 12 days time! And begun planning what i will do ... whether we have a family gathering, or i hve friends over... or both.
  My sister has told me that she is taking me out for drinks...i cant say i am so excited - believe it or not.
Yes, i am that boring person who likes to stay home and watch movies and eat sweets :) hahah. No, but i am sure that i will have loads of fun on the night! Because i do actually love getting all dressed up... :) Wear my high heels and have a reason to make myself look all pretty!!! :)
 
Hope you have all had a good day? Done anything special/interesting today? :)
   Ohhh.. and who uses bitstrips? When i first downloaded it, i didnt think there was anything special with it... but now loads of my friends use it and ive found that its really good!! haha ^_^ 
  Wish i could add some of my readers... but you have to be facebook friends to do that :/

4 comments:

  1. I had my maths test today too!!! :D I think it went well. (: And I have to say that when you write about your studying, it gives me a lot of motivation and energy to do my study done aswell. :DD It's very helpful (:
    And omg I love this new layout! ^^,

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    1. :) Thats good to hear... it always feels like i am repeating myself when i write about studying and school, but i guess thats how my life is at the moment, and its the same for many others!! :)
      And thank you!

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  2. Yaaaay your maths is done! That has to be the best feeling in the whole world :) A lot of my friends on Facebook had bitstrips as well! I haven't seen as many recently - they do look cool though!

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    1. Hahah yeah its definitely one of the best feelings!! :)
      I think bitstrips is a loveit-hateit kinda app!!... and im right in the middle right now... not sure if i love it, or hate it? It might just be the hype of it at the moment? ;)

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