Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Sunday

Today i have spent the day studying and eating... which seems to be my typical Sunday.
   Today it feels like i havent had any proper meals at all, apart from breakfast anyway. But otherwise its been like - crisp bread with egg here and there, a bowl of broccolli, 2 small bowls of yoghurt with granola, some carrots here and there etc etc... Its not like ive had a proper 'lunch' or 'dinner' just small snacks all throgh the day!! Very weird feeling. I like having my proper meals, and it always feels weird when i just have loads of small snacks.....
   Ive been typing away on the computer all day. As you all know the past few months ive been a PT to my sister, and ive now done all the work hours which i had to, so now its time to collect all the information, and feed back. Write about theories and evaluations, goals and results!!! And after the easter break i will present my project... alot of work to be done.
   And then of course its my other 2 big assignments, where it feels like the more i read over the assignment the more i realise i need to do.
   And then studying geography for my test....  So much for an Easter break and relaxing -_-' Sometiems i really hate my teachers.



^^^I opened the fridge to get something to eat, but Daisy went and sat infront of the fridge, waiting for food!! haha XD




So thats how i have spent my day anyway.. im looking forward to tomorrow when i can go to the gym, get out of the house!! haha
   
This evening i made some pancakes and they turned out Perfect!!! If you've followed me for a while you will have realised that i cant make pancakes. No matter how many times ive tried, i have failed miserably and i thought that i would always just be an awful pancake maker but today... they turned out really good!! And i didnt even measure anything, i just threw oatflour, milk, egg whites and stevia into a bowl, mixed and fried in coconut oil!!! Delicious :)
   



4 servings? Yes ALL 4 ME!!!! :)
(haha, managed half of it anyway :))
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2 comments:

  1. Haha your Sunday sounds remarkably similar to mine! I stayed in bed allll day and ate random amounts of chocolate, chickpea snacks, gingerbread loaf andddd this AMAZING Thai curry thing <3 all the food for all the study! Haha. Those pancakes look amazing! I can never, ever make pancakes. I have tried many times but I always turn out with this "pancake scramble" thing. I've coined the term haha. I will take a photo next time so I can write a post about it ;)

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  2. It's so weird - I did exactly the same thing today! Just snacking non-stop all day, no proper meals - it did feel weird but I like how I was eating non-stop :-P
    J

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