Been 6 weeks in HDV. hmmm.... time to get out? Yes... i think so.
Today anyway i had ot fill in the 6 weeks papers. I have a feeling that my case manager wont be so impressed, all my answers are pretty high.
and then on sunday... i have to eat on Wii base. :( I wish i got to do it tomorrow. its meatballs and potatoes tomorrow... and i know exactly how much is 350gram... or 280 anway.
its 8 meatballs, and like 2 and a half medium potatoes... roughly. and i know with the sauce... 5% lingon jam and 5% brown sauce.
so i mean.... it would eb good if i could!! :) But no.... sunday... when its most probably going to be fish... with cold sauce. Ugghhh... but it means that i wont take as much sauce... Maybe.
Im so tired of being here. 32 weeks.224 days. 5376 hours... that ive been part of Mando. (not ere all the time.. but still part of Mando.) and somewhere around 1344 meals... but not really, as ive cheated so much.
I really think it's time to just get a life and be normal?
What if by June (when i was admitted) this year.. ad i still havent come much further. thats a year wasted. or a whole year... i wouldnt have come anywhere???
After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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