I love tking photos, always have, but ever since i ot my camera for my birhday ive been like obsessed with it. that doesnt mean that im any good at it. and really... i only use myself as a model.. hehe :)
but i wish i was better at taking photos like outside, like geting the lighting right or zooming in and focus adn all that. so im hoping ill learn soemthing at the course. and make new friends!! im kind of apprehensive. but im tring to think, this is a really good opertunity!! i mean, when will i get to do this again?
And i think it will be good for me. see a little bit more not just sit inside.
and i mean... this is what i want and need. i need to live. realise that Mando, is not a life. think... ive gone up in weight (dont think about it. dont think abotu it. dont think about it.) but im allowed to do this type of stuff now. go home. go to photo courses. go shopping. maybe not dancing or swimming or soemhting yet... but it will come.
when i first came... even though i think i could, i wouldnt have had the energy to do seomthing like the photo course. i had lost my interest for taking photos.
so... jsut think, its ok to go up a few kilos, is it really such a sacrifice to be able to do the stufff i want? -
^^My camera.
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