Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: [email protected]

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Monday, February 21, 2011

I'm sorry

I'm sorry - written by Me.

Im sorry for everything I've done,
I'm sorry for everything I've become.
I'm sorry for putting us all through this,
The Lies. the Pain. The Tears.
I'm sorry for everything,
For not being strong enough to say no
. I'm sorry for giving up,
For walking away.
I'm sorry for not trying harder,
For not winning this battle.
I'm sorry for all the pain and hurt I've brought upon us.
I'm sorry for the blood and tears
I wish I could take all the anger away.
Make everything better. Make everything go away.
But even when I tried that, to stop the pain, I failed ar that, just causing more heartbreak and pain.
I'm sorry for everything and wish I could change.
But I'm too weak to do this anymore,
So I think it's time to walk away.




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