A Life without Anorexia: Deep breaths

Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.

I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.

After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.

I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.

I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

Heheh ^^Me!!^^

Got to use my sisters computer who has internet... finally! :)

Sitting waiting for lunch - Enchiladas... slight panic... i was just standing around in the kitchen, watching what everyone was doing... bad bad habit!!!

So instead, i decided to just sit down, relax... theres nothing wrong with the food.

I wont get fat because of it, even though thats whats going through my head...

Refuse to eat.. scream. Run away. dont eat dont eat dont eat

Dont listen to the voice.

Do i look calm?

In my head, its chaos!!

Nah, im getting myself under control.. deep breaths. :)

Hahah, havea good day everyone x