Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Bloggträff!

Hello everyone :) Feels like forever since i last wrote..?
  Today has been really good though!!!

Got up late this morning, due to the fact that i didnt get to sleep until roughly 5am last night because my neighbours were having a party, and they were like running up and down the apartment stairs and shouting and all this...
   so that resulted in that i didnt get up until a little after 11am... nice with a sleep in. But i was still half asleep when i dragged myself out of bed. Only managing to drag myself to the sofa where i lay like a dead person, drinking coffee trying to wake up.
   Finally awake, it was just to get ready, take the dog for a short walk and then i headed to D.

Todays plans were to meet up with 3 other girls. It was going to be a bloggträff... which is basically translated as blog meet. XD one of the girls' blogs i read had suggested that a few of her readers maybe meet and go for ice cream. And i decided why not?  And one girl i know from Mando was also going, so i thought it wouldnt be completly weird? And i also decided to drag D with, so that if things got silent and awkward, i'd have her to talk to!!
  
We met up in the middle of town, where we got  Fro-Yo!! (So nice!!) and then went and sat by this park, just talking. Of course, as we dont really know each other, only through each others blogs there wasnt so much to talk about... But it wasnt awkward!!
  Everyone was so nice and sweet!! haha, its weird to meet people when you've read their blogs...? it feels like you already  know them, but you dont!! haha
  
^^I got cappucino flavour and vanilla flavour, and under there are small diam pieces!!
Really nice!
It was actually nice just sitting and talking, about loads of different things..
And finally after a long while one of them had to go, and the rest of us took a short walk through town, where another one headed home.
 And then me, D and S (the girl i know from Mando) went to another park where we sat and talked for a little while, before S had to go and then it was just me and D.

We both felt we needed some proper food, so we went back to her apartment where we had some of her lasanga (which she had frozen in)... Just as nice as before!! Like im not much of a lasagna person... but maybe, just maybe im starting to change?? haha
And we ate the cottage cheese, olives and sweet corn!

We sat and watched differnt youtube clips, and just generally talking.
Coming up with ideas for summer plans :)
Finally it was time to go home, realising that i had to take my dog out (she had only been out like 15 minutes today.. :S) and i was getting tired.
it was a really good day today!! Its nice to meet new people, just get out and socialize!
And to mention, im not scared to meet any of my readers... of course, i would want to know who you are? :) haha
but i mean, if anyone is in Stockholm or anything.. haha XD
I hope everyones had a nice saturday!!!
**And if i get  any pictures i might upload them :)

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