Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Movie night!?

Tonight im going to see if my sister wants to watch The Hunger games with me. We've both read the book and we've said for ages now that we're gonna watch the film again (already seen it at the cinema, but i hadnt read the book then!). It feels like i havent spent any time with my sister recently.
  We have this Love-Hate relationship. We have times when we're really close, and other times it feels like we're at the oppsite side of the world even though we're just in two different rooms.
  We've both been busy or been away. And thats been fine, i havent felt the need to spend time with her... (haha) but i dont know, today i was just like... i miss my mum (shes been away for a few days) and i miss spending time with my sister.
  Like just going out shopping with her, or going for coffee or just watching a movie... we dont do that anymore. Not because we hate each other.. just because we have our seperate lives.
  
Anyway, i've already bought sweets and coke!!! So if i dont watch a film with my sister im going to just watch a film anway.. i mean, if i want to gain 0,5kg over a night!! (LOL joke... trust me, that doesnt happen. Its not physaically possible. or maybe it is...? but i mean, it might be water weight you gain... but you dont gain 0,5 over a night!!! XD) I might aswell eat nice food.
 
And the truth is Im a choco-holic!! I Love chocolate!! I cant believe there was a time i didnt eat it... its seems crazy!!
  I jsut wish that chocolate actually had some good nutritional benefits... i know the 70% or more dark chocolate is good... but not plain old milk chocolate.... Damn!! haha
  It doesnt stop me from eating it!!! :) I love chocolate, and if i know i need to gain weight... then im going to eat a hell of alot of chocolate!!! :)



Hope you all have a good evening :)


  

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