I started the day with a circuit training pass!! I hadnt planned on going to the gym, but when i woke up this morning i saw that i had got a mail and it said that 'i was now booked to the switch class'. I had put myself on the waiting list... cant remember when i did that? But sure, i was already booked so i thought why not? It might be nice to exercise before school?
The switch pass was good!!! It wasnt soo tiring. More mentally tiring then physically?
It was nice to go to the gym in the morning, but the only thing is that after teh gym i always just want to go home, take a shwoer and have somethign to eat (i always bring with me a 'protein snack' for after my workout), but today i just had to get ready and go to school.
Even though i had washed... i still felt 'unclean.' 'sweaty' haha?!
School, what can i say? it wasnt so fun to be back.
Its like i had gone back to the first weeks.... where i was alone... :/
I dont really care anymore though.... im not gonna cry or scream about the situation. Im not going to make a fuss. What does it matter?
I just need to get through high school, and then.... its out of here.
If people dont want to be my friend... then fine...
It feels like ive stopped caring about things.... im someone who usually has a strong reaction to things. Or, usually i just keep what im thinking to myself... until, i burst. Then... everything comes out..
But now... it feels like... i dont even care about things? like there is no reaction, no thought. Im just like fine. This is how things are...?
I feel like the guy in 'The art of getting by' (Has anyone seen that film?)
Anywayy... now its time to get something to eat. And then to start on my homework and studies... Hmmm :)
^^I toned my hair yesterday.



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DeleteHi Izzy, it is so hard to read the colour of the light blue font that you use for your posts against the white background.
ReplyDeleteFixed it!! Thank you for letting me know :) (Ive actually been meaning to change the colour... just kept forgetting!!) :)
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