Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Recovery

Recovery is a 24/7 job. It's mentally exhausting. It gives you doubts and pushes you beyond what you thought you could handle. It gives you no days off. It will make you cry. It will make you angry. You will often feel an overwhelming urge to give up.
But it also makes you healthy. It gives you a new, brilliant perspective. It opens a fantastic world of optimism and self examination that leads to incredible discoveries. It strengthens your relationships and enhances your ability to relate to others in a positive manner. It increases your joy and ability to laugh.
And it gives you life. Real life.
 
 
^^This is true. I no longer have the problem of 'wanting to eat but not letting myself' or 'spending time, which i dont have to exercise' 'The arguments with family members trying to make me eat'
Now its just... too much homework. Im tired. What to wear. What to do.
 
 
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