Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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T.I.R.E.D

Utter and complete exhaustion!!!
    My body feels like jelly. My legs cant keep me on my feet for more then 2 minutes... my brain isnt functioning... :/
  Last night i only got roughly 4 hours sleep :/ I woke up this morning.. and was like.. No... ill skip school today. Im too tired.
   But somewhere, behind the sleepy-haze. I knew i had to go to school. I mean, ive just had a weeks break, but im already longing for christmas break now!! ^_^
  It took me a half an hour just to wake up.... i just kinda sat in a chair... falling asleep at the kitchen chair.
  But surprisingly. I did get ready in time.. with that Tired. Bed head look :)
 
First class was swimming. Not my idea of fun.... :/ Not today anyway. I was tired and cold...
  But actually, swimming went really well!! Ive improved! hehe XD Im definitely going to start swimming more. I mean, i have a gym&swim card!! But i mainly just go to the gym... hahah

Then it was one more class, and then lunch... I was so hungry for lunch!!! My stomach was rumbling!
  It was these small fish cakes with potaoe... it was... Ok. Hahah!! Not as good as usual. But not bad either..?

The next few classes... i was pretty much falling asleep. I could barely keep my eyes open....
  Note to self... actually try to sleep during the nights!!!

I did have a bit of time to waste before it was basketball practise, so i went and got myself some trail mix and pepsi max. And took a 10 minute walk to wake up a bit!! And then i was bright eyed and full of energy again!! 
   Basketball practise was good today!! Fun! But there were a few who were like 'pro' at basketball!! But i gave it my best and i found it fun.
  
Came home late... my energy levels dropping again.
   And the past few hours, ive basically gone from lying under the duvet to sitting on my chair at my desk, staring at my science book, and then into the kitchen and back to sitting at my desk.. and then back to my bed!!
  Hahah
So that has been my unproductive evening. But really... if i were to even tyr to do work, im sure id do it all wrong anyway!!! :)
   I just need an evening to rest!


So, how has everyones day been ? :) Dont be scared to share :)

1 comment:

  1. My day went well too!! I didn't have any of the normal things that make it sorta boring and bleh, and I didn't have any mood swings!
    I feel like i'm lost. Mentally though. Like i'm purposeless, and like i'm walking around just as a fake, while everyone else is real. I don't know why.
    Your day seems like it would be interesting, and I know how you feel about being tired. Maybe if you try getting a full nights sleep tonight, you won't be tired tomorrow! Love the picture by the way, you're very pretty!!

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