Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Whats studying?

You know those days where you have loads to study... you have a plan of exactly what you will do, and you feel super motivated. And then suddenly like the snap of your fingers, you have no motivation to do anything at all?
   Yeah, today was one of those days.

I think this week i have just stressed myself up too much... I am a planner. I plan my days. What i will do, when, for how long etc.
  And i had today planned... but it felt like i had too much to do, and not enough time. So instead of actually doing something productive... i ended up lying in my bed. Staring at my school documents. My brain not really co operating. Wanting to do work... but i just couldn't.
   So instead, i decided... Im not going to study today.  Even if there is this inner stress... this nagging feeling inside, that i should be studying. I know that i wouldnt get anything done, and just get angry.

Sooo... what did i do? I baked... One of my favourite things to do. It takes my mind off of things. 







Today, i have eaten copious amounts of nuts & dried fruit.... Sooo muchhh... It feels like my eating patterns, my set meal times have just flown out the window today. Not that it really matters, as i know i have gotten enough energy into me & excess .. haha, and its just one day. But still.... its almost an uncomfortable feeling. Because im so full from snacking... but i know i need to eat dinner - a cooked meal dinner.... but that is just gonna have to wait until alot later, until there is room in my stomach for more food ^_^
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2 comments:

  1. What are those round balls covered in coconut..they look delicious, actually everything does :) How much time did it take you to make all this

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    1. They are 'healthy' chocolate(&coffee) balls ... rolled in coconut :)
      It took a few hours.... the cinnamon buns (a healthy version) needed to rise (as they have yeast in them) so they took the longest to make - several hours. but the chocolate balls & PB cookies only took around 10-15 minutes to make :)

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