Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:
[email protected]
Hi! I was wondering. At what point did you start to believe that you could really recover? I´ve been trying so hard and starting to feel like giving up. Every day is just a struggle. I dont know what to do, iknow that if i loose weight I at some point end up in the hospital again, but I really can´t see how this would get any better either by gaining more weight.
ReplyDeleteThanks!
I know how hard it is. But you need to realise that things wont get better by losing weight. Things will just get worse. You need to find your reason to recover... Because it does get easier. And it does get better. You just have to fight the anxiety. Fight for the better days.
DeleteRecovery isnt just about gaining weight, its about gaining health, freedom, happiness. Make a list of all the abd things about your eating disorder, all the things you give up and lose by being sick... and all the good things about recovery. About gaining weight and fighting for freedom. You need to find your reason to recover. To not give up. Its tough, but things wont get better by starving yourself.