Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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At my aunts.

So my aunt came right at 4!! So that was good, but the one staff which i hate was quick to go and get herr and inform herr of everything. And really drill into her that i wasnt to take any walks, basically i wasnt to do anything, but i was to enjoy myself.  I was ready to slap herr and be like, WTF is wrong with you? Dont bloody tell me to enjoy myself while you have just told my aunt that i am to just sit around  AND eat´. Yahh... i dont think so.
  It was pissing down with rain when i finally got outside so i had to do a fast walk ot the car. We then went to the supermarket where we got my food. Hmmm... one bad thing is that i got a different sort of like crackers, cus i jsut picked one because there was such a wide choice, but they have more calories than the ones usually havee, so now im like panicing. I cant have them.
  But i think we´re gonna go to the movies, go and seee knight and day so then i think im gonna try the movie alternative snack. A small popcorn and juice. Not loooking forward to it, but it has to be done, so... i suppose.
  But yah.... i  think thats it.... My dinner went fine, i ahd spagehetti bolognaise. I was just a bit slow and then at the end i had to like shovel it into my mouth, not the pleasant, but i realised that if i carried onw ith the small mouselike bites i was taking i´d sit there all day, and i only had twenty minutes on my Mando Meter. So i think i went a little over, as i ate so slowly, maybe i should try to fix that!! Hehe.

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