Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Beaching it up!

Today i got to go out, so iw ent to the beach with my sister, our friend and her mum. i had it good. but after an hour i did get bored of just lying there. But all in all i had it good. Before my snack though i did get a bit.... liek my mind took over, because my sister and friend, for their lunch they only had a sandwich, but for my snack i was having this like rice yoguhrt which is more than a sandwich and its only my snack. :( So i didnt quitw feel like eating it, but i went and sat alone and just thought the thoughts, to get them out of mind, to try to take control over the thoughts instead of the other way. So in the end i just ate the snack.

Everything went well!

But now, i found out, that the only other girl who is here is going after breakfast, so i'll be the only one here.:( until 4 anyway, but thats 3 meals with just me and the staff, i dont even know whos working tomorrow, but my supervisor is, and for dinner she was on my case again even though i was the tiniest bit slow, but like just a little. not anything to serious, so now i really hate her.Like really, really hate her.

Alrighty, well i think thats it for now, watching sex nd the city 2, well not really, but its on. I think im going to call my mum now!!




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