Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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I-Scream

So for my 3 o clock snack i went and had ice-cream. Not the ost pleasant experience ever, but before i left id ecided in my head what iwas goign to take, my choice were either, cornetto,magnum or two scoops of ice-cream so my safest bet was corneto, as i know how fattening the magnum is. So my mind was deicded so i wouldnt be indecisive and jsut stand htere for five minutees weighing the pros and cons of each, which trus me, i've done and its not fun. Its hard being indecisive.
  So i took a strawberry cornetto, and you know what, (Well i shouldnt know, but i cant help it.) that a strawberry cornetto is 180 calories but the classic is 230 calories, so that was a kind of easy choice!!
  I was VERY pissed off with my supervisor but i just put that aside and tried to forget about it, so while we had the ice-creams she asked me questions and that and i answered, trying not to soudn bitchy. And as i was talking i kind of forgot that i was eatin ice-cream, i jsut kind of ate. So that worked, but that was also how it was when i first went and took a pastery. I wen with my mum and supervisor  and they talked to me so that took my mind off what iw as doing.
  But i dont think im planning to eat ice-cream anytime soon. Its still a big thing for me. to eat but i suppose i know i cand o it, not that im goigt o do it willingly, but i can anyway!! :D

I also went and borrowed the 5th harry potter fmro the library!! Which was good as i need a good book!! :D

Ok, finally going out!!

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