I wish!

Today, something actually made me laugh ... weird. But My sister and two friends, who are also  sisters came by to see me, so i went out with them, after some very watchful eyes watched us go. My friends mum drove us down to a little cafe and we sat there and played cards and just chatted, it was nice!! But while we were ordering, or more, they were. I cant remember what i said, or they asked if i wanted something and i said "no" and i said something else and then my friends mum was, like, "But do they feed you there int he hospital?" I jsut laughed, i coudnt help it. Lie, im at an eating clinic! No, they dont give us food!! :D If only!! But funny funny stuff! Or to me it was!!
  On thursday or Friday im going to go out with them, dont know what we'll do, maybe go ot the cinema. Its god to get out, i'll most prob be in a wheel chair though, so that sucks. but still.... :)

Im really worried about tomorrow, i haev to haev ice-cream, and becase i a little researcher, i had to find out hte caloire content of ice-cream and i foudn that out, and fine, its not so bad... but i also foudn out the saturated fat content, which is like 51%, its like 11 gram for jsut one ice-cream. :( I must get like 200% sat. fat everyday then. :( Sad and really worried, i kind of wish that i didnt go and research everything.

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^^^ I dont know what i think of the above picture, do i look good or not? Now, i think i look a bit flabby, but i think i was a fine weight back then. It was about a year and a half ago, i was on holiday in Rome, i had jsut been in hospital with a chest infection. But comment and tell em what you think, do i look good or bad? ^^^^