Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Lunch

So took lunch out at a restaurant with my supervisor. It went alright, but there were only 4 choices for the  lunch option, and i was only allowed two of them. There was, a mushroom stew thing, a fish gratin and chicken noodle wok and then there was like a mong bean soup (which i would have liked, but it was vegetarian [ ehhh? whats fish then?] so wasnt allowed it.) so i took the noodle wok, but it was REALLY OILY! liek i mean relaly. I know you're all like pissed of by how much i mention how the food is oily or greasy, its just like shut the fuck up and eat. But this is my mind and this is the type of stuff it hink about.
   but anyway, i ate it and my timing was pretty good, alot better than usual! But that was cus i couldnt exactly fall behind, then she'd bring it up tomorrow and add something liek.... dont take such small bites or dont do this or dont do that. so i tried to act "normal" but in all honesty, what the fuck is "normal"? i dont know.

But yah... that was lunch.

And before that i met with the teachers at Mando, at first i was like "nooooooo" cus they ere old adn jsut... yah. not that im ageist or anything but they also seemed strict. but then the more we talked they soon seemed fine. so im gonna meet with them once a week, and i think with the swedish im gonna do the basics, how to write, how to count (i know how but how to write it) the alphabet. (OMG! its like im 5 again!! not fun!) its cus i know how to speak swedish and read kind of, but i dont understadn everythign and i dont actually know how to pronounce the alphabet so that means i cant write words either!!! hehe, embarrasing!! :)
   Hopefully i can make up my crappy swedish for my superb maths brain?? 



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