Hate them.

Ugghhh.. this is gonna be a  rant and very bitchy post. But i think that is what i need o do right now, rant and bitch about the staff which i very much hate. The staff, which i wrote baout in my last post, are real bitches. For my snack, they wer all like, "You are eating too slow." "Take bigger bites" one of tem even went and got me a bigger spoon. I was like, WTF? Wat the hell is wrong with you? Leave me the fuck alone, so what if i eat slow, what does it matter to you? One of the staff sat right beside me and just sta there looking at me, god, i so wanted to turn around and slap her. And hten when i was organising my snack, i took some water so i could swallow down my medicine, but on my meal plan it said "1 dl" water, and the staff got all like, "Thats not enough water, it says 1dl." And i was like, "I know, but i just take some water so i can take my medicine." but she was liek no, 1dl is 1 dl. But i had already spoken to the dietitian about it and asked her if i ahd to ahve the water, cus sometimes it was too much. and he said no. Because she knows that water has no calories, so stop trying to force it down my throat.
 But now, because this week my weight stayed the same - most prob due to the fact. that while i was out i did a bit more walking than i should have, and when i had lunch while i was home mum cooked lentils, but as htey dont weight that much i didnt take the full 350grma of food ebcause that would have been a WAY too big portion of food. so i think that combined made so that i didnt go up. - but now they ahve to add more to my meal plan, which is gonna suc because i can manage what i have now, but at the end of the day i feel sick, and full/bloated so adding more is not gonna help. And of course because my weight staying hte same was due to the fact that i did more activity than i should have this week im gonna go up loads.:( Great. But i suppose that will make me go up 2kg faster, which is one of hte criteria which you need to have filled to become a day patient nad be allowed to stay in the hotel. Which is what i want badly.
   But urrrggghhh it sucks so much. i want home, i want home so badly. I want out of hospital. :(:(

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