Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: [email protected]

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Drugs & Alcohol

I can definitely see myself entering into that sort of stuff. I have aways though that its so horrible, why would anyone?
  BUt iahev so much pain, i would try anythignt o get rid of it. Self harm - Already done and serisouly concidering staring again.
  Throwin up - Could definitely see myself starting again. But more to lsoe weight than tog et rid of pain
 Smoking - I dont think i would start, that would jstu reduce my life span even more, as its so bad for people with CF to smoke. But that might eb the very reason that i start,, to rebel. Becaus eiahte everythign about CF, i hate having it.
 Alcohol - I've had champagne and bits of red wine before, but nothign more. i hate alcoholics adn always said that i'l nevre drink. BUt aybe jstu gettin drunk and forgetting everything might not eb such a bad idea.
  Drugs - Well all my vitamins and medicines which  i ahevt to take for my CF is basicaly drugs. So maybe i can say that im already on them
  Stealing - I might end up, because i dont give a fuck if i get caught or not?

I knowt he above might shock you. But to be honest i dont care. Im in so much fucking pain. I jsut want to get rid of it.  Im jsut a screwed up kid who couldnt give a fuck about anything or anyone.

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